About Me
I live in my hometown with my mum and little bro. I go to college and work full time. I also have a summer job that I work too, when summer roles around. I'm a writer and I go to Witchschool. I'm planning on attending other Pagan schools as well, to learn as much as I can.
I love meeting new people and talking.
I haven't physically met anyone of Pagan belief, but I would love too here in CT.
Music
Aerosmith, Styx, Joan Jett, Nickleback, Daughtry, Cascada, Josh Turner, Lindsey Haun, Toby Keith, Little Big Town, Big & Rich, Sugarland, Pink, Taylor Swift, Piddy, Christina Auguliera, Natasha Beddingfield, Justin Timberlake, and much more.
Movies
All.
TV
Charmed, Gilmore Girls, Vernoica Mars, Smallville, Ugly Betty, Supernatural, Reba, Living With Fran, The Nanny, and more.
Books
All.
Likes
When it comes to friends, I like practically everything. As long as their trustworthy and honest.
Dislikes
No open-mindness, doesn't care for nature, doesn't care in general.
Hobbies
Writing, reading, traveling, water, nature, movies, shopping, helping others, sports, sleeping, family & friends, chatting/talking, and more.
Vices
Lazy, mind-drifter, procrastionator, and more like everyone else. But I'm working on them.
Virtues
Kind-hearted, sweet, nice, caring, goofy, smart, and more.
Heroes
R...my little brother whos 14 now and whos been a diabetic for over a decade now, Martin Lurther King Jr., Rosa Parks, Abraham Lincoln, Harriet Hanson, Ann Everett, Eric Knudsen, Amanda Church, Coleen Olesen, and more.
Life has been normal as always. I go to work, when I'm not sick, like recently (thanks to winter being so long), I attempt to do school work for college. And then I sleep, after checking my email and watching t.v. while eating. My life has just been so mundane for me, I haven't really read or have had any real contact with Paganism and it feels like I'm loosing my breath when I remind myself of it. I won't have a break like last year for Witch School either, though I vow to do my school work for it too as I'm doing college work. I also vow to read more of things that are Pagan and to actually do rituals and things like that, that are Pagan more. I feel I need too. Just gotta get things in line and to remember to do things. My brains scatter brained,but Paganism is so much my life and soul that I need too.
I have started yoga though and meditating more though. I did it the other day, my little brother was a little scared, lol, when I started yoga, cause sometimes it loosens up my bladder...lol. But it didn't happen this time and he was overjoyed to say the least.
I started a new mediation. I call it the Cross-Roads Mediation....basically I concentrate myself in the center of a cross road and focus on all the things around me. The tress, the grass, the road, what the road is made of, the sky, the mountains in the background, and looking through the eyes of my astral self down each road. And anything else that comes to me during the mediation.
Other then that I'm trying to remember the ritual I did on April 1st, Sunday. My first ritual ever really. I'm trying to write down what I did, sense I just let it come to me when I did it. I plan on doing it again. The ritual was to release my anger and negitative energy from past people and partically past men that have come in and out of my life. I actual cried during the ritual and this is how I know that it's started a long process that I've sorta avoided somewhat my whole life. Though I will do it again and maybe write it down as I do it then. Not to sure, I'll have to see. But I'm proud of myself that I have finally found the right time to do my first ritual in the 8 years I've been in Paganism. Cause doing a ritual was very important to me and I wanted my first ritual to be the right time and place for me. I was basically waiting for the Goddess and the God to tell me when it was time. And April 1st, 2007 was it...ironically.
So let's see I haven't been on for awhile. Been busy working and with school. Nothing really new is happening with me. I'm still planning my trip with Coleen back to Massachuetts to Salem and Boston in October (my way of celebrating Samhain). Still going to college and still working at the same job. Am looking at going to another job, but don't know if I will. Just want to get away from the one I'm in now.
Oh yea, I did my first ritual in the eight year's I've been studing. It just finally felt right after I did my yoga and a little meditiation. I did on Sunday, April 1st...lol...but I'm happy it happened. It was to rid me of anger and negitativity that I had in my for certain people. It worked, but I do think I need to do it again. My nose and head where a little buzzy feeling. But the ritual was great **smiles**.
Wednesday, January 31, 2007, 04:11 PM EST [General]
Phoenix Wild BlueEagel is the name **smiles** and I have been involved in Paganism sense I was born. Didn't know that it was a religion till I was 14, so I've been studding sense then and I am now 21. I plan on becoming a Reverened within Paganism as many times as I can and just become wise within Paganism and the world.
Lets see, I go to college in Connecticut and at Witch School and I also work. I live with my mum and little brother. I'm the middle child of two boys...24 & 14....both taller then me too, so I feels like I'm in a sandwhich...**smiles**.
I love reading and writing. I love the stars, spirituality, books, traveling, nature, water, friends & family, sports, and many other things.
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