Merry Meet!
Life has been normal as always. I go to work, when I'm not sick, like recently (thanks to winter being so long), I attempt to do school work for college. And then I sleep, after checking my email and watching t.v. while eating. My life has just been so mundane for me, I haven't really read or have had any real contact with Paganism and it feels like I'm loosing my breath when I remind myself of it. I won't have a break like last year for Witch School either, though I vow to do my school work for it too as I'm doing college work. I also vow to read more of things that are Pagan and to actually do rituals and things like that, that are Pagan more. I feel I need too. Just gotta get things in line and to remember to do things. My brains scatter brained,but Paganism is so much my life and soul that I need too.
I have started yoga though and meditating more though. I did it the other day, my little brother was a little scared, lol, when I started yoga, cause sometimes it loosens up my bladder...lol. But it didn't happen this time and he was overjoyed to say the least.
I started a new mediation. I call it the Cross-Roads Mediation....basically I concentrate myself in the center of a cross road and focus on all the things around me. The tress, the grass, the road, what the road is made of, the sky, the mountains in the background, and looking through the eyes of my astral self down each road. And anything else that comes to me during the mediation.
Other then that I'm trying to remember the ritual I did on April 1st, Sunday. My first ritual ever really. I'm trying to write down what I did, sense I just let it come to me when I did it. I plan on doing it again. The ritual was to release my anger and negitative energy from past people and partically past men that have come in and out of my life. I actual cried during the ritual and this is how I know that it's started a long process that I've sorta avoided somewhat my whole life. Though I will do it again and maybe write it down as I do it then. Not to sure, I'll have to see. But I'm proud of myself that I have finally found the right time to do my first ritual in the 8 years I've been in Paganism. Cause doing a ritual was very important to me and I wanted my first ritual to be the right time and place for me. I was basically waiting for the Goddess and the God to tell me when it was time. And April 1st, 2007 was it...ironically.
Ok, I guess that's it *smiles*.